Is it mere human nature
That we all desire something that is unobtainable?
Even if one knows it is so wrong,
Even if one knows it is unobtainable,
Yet this person still yearns for it.
And I am no exception.
I feel disgusted,
I feel disgusted with myself,
I am disgusting.
For something that I desire, I wish for,
But I cannot obtain,
And I know it is false and delusional.
Yet I still yearn for it,
Yet I still think otherwise.
How dare I call myself wise?